Message to Lady Emanuella...
Dear Lady Emanuella,
We are all so happy that you are coming back home to us in September, and are really excited about the new information and teachings you are bringing!
I wanted to update you on the development of our female rosé light group and what happened for me in particular.
Following our telephone conversation in March, I sat with all you had said and after a couple of weeks of I decided I just could not or didn't know how to open my traumatized heart. I left it at that and continued to stay open to healing old patterns and trauma.
We are still a small group (5), and we had an interesting experience during our last session. Only 1 woman saw colors which were purple & green, the rest of the group saw only a really bright intense white light.
The heart energy wave was broken a few times during the session, then Heidi my cat decided to walk many circles around us touching each woman as she passed...we think she kept the wave going!
Near the end of the session, I saw intense rose for a moment, then shortly after...serpent energy came in and moved like a wave through the group...it was quite powerful.
All of the women spoke of the powerful effect on the heart of the reading of the restoration and the other invocations.
So later when we were having our cup of tea and chat, I made several attempts to speak but was unable to get the words out. We laughed about that but I just thought I was supposed to stay quiet for awhile! One of the women talked about the romance angel and how she would love to meet someone special. What followed was really quite amazing in terms of my resistance to opening my heart to an intimate relationship.
The next day my friend who I had spoken to you about came to lunch with some other friends and it just happened! I didn't really put the 2 together until a few days later. It seems that the mind was plucked from me during the rosé light, allowing the heart to open and the connection to be made. All fear and resistance to intimacy dissolved and I'm having a lovely experience with this wonderful woman!
What do you think of that Lady Emanuella? I think I'm cured...at least in this area!
Sending you all Love, Light, Life & Hugs from Cork,
Mary H
Response from Lady Emanuella
Thank you for the beautiful picture of your lovely new granddaughter. And you were right there at that very special moment. A moment that I realize was so precious in your heart. I am so happy for you!!!!
I have delayed responding to your last email about the healing of intimacy issues and your courage in beginning a new relationship. Of course I had a reason for doing this. Let me ask you now, are you fully cured? If this is so then you continue, still at this very moment, to be in happiness and to see where your new relationship has not only enriched the quality of your life but has gone further and enriched the actual inner quality of your heart……
Intimacy issues stem from a basic distrust of loving behaviors. Most people who have this issue deeply crave intimacy with another, yet when it appears they find themselves moving towards the person and then moving away from them only to repeat this pattern over and over in all sorts of ways that span the use of speech, behavior, thoughts, and the inner feelings. This pushing towards and then pulling away from a person can happen at any time and may appear frequently in the course of a relationship or it may be a rare occurrence. This pattern often brings confusion and some degree of conflict into the relationship and if it is not reversed may also become destructive to the harmony between the two partners. Intimacy issues are held within the psyche by various experiences and beliefs that, if they have been there for a long time, is anchored within a neuronal pathway in the brain. If intimacy issues have been there in you for a long time then it becomes harder to transcend them. In most cases, people healing from this trauma disorder do so in stages as they find the ability to grow and establish a new and healthier belief system.
When I see you in September we will have more of our good long talks as I do so enjoy your company. And I will help you to see more deeply into your soul awareness and offer you choices between some of your current beliefs and others that your may consider accepting into you which may be more beneficial for you. I am deeply honored that you respect me enough to assist you in expanding this amazing healing into more and more areas of your Being.
And of course we must go to the market and make sure we obtain enough bread, cheese, and butter to satisfy Raffaele’s very healthy appetite in the mornings! It will be fun again for all of us to be together once more.
A heart of love flows between me and you, my beautiful friend.
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